Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in slickrocker's LiveJournal:

Friday, October 8th, 2004
3:00 pm	so excited for a three dayer. yessss. i love weekends. got band practice tonight. then probably gonna hang out at nicks if i actually am invited. tomorrrow i dont know what i am doing at ngith but duren the day i have sum day thing for church whooo sunday band practice tilll wicked late at night Monday hospital clinch. over all alright weeekend ok well i am so hungry as always. TellMeWhatYouThink
Thursday, October 7th, 2004
11:02 am	tofay i cam home sick i was ok i guess but jsut didnt want to be in school my mom is being cool and thinks i am sick cause my borther is sick as well so yea since i cam home i 1.) came online to see if anyone else wasnt in school 2.) ate a candy bar 3.) made poasta 4.) looked at Kellys journal 5.) decided to update mine and now i dont know what i am gonna do TellMeWhatYouThink
Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
11:42 am	ok so i havent updated. i have been really sick... hospital all weekend... anyway i got a job so i am souped. school friday mde me feel lei kan outsider but its ok being on the outside makes it a clear despetion to look in. anyways. i decided i ahte love and people shouldtn fall in love unless its on complete accident. then it makes it all worth it and i sound like a grl whcih will add to sum rumors haha i dont care go for it i coudl care less ok well anyways i have decided that i need to go shower so i can go to band oractice hwich i missed allll weeken... kill me please anyways leave it here if u want tot alk and stuff i am pretty lonely now </3 as always. 2 thoughts ¬ TellMeWhatYouThink
Saturday, September 25th, 2004
11:06 pm	sigh ok so not much is new this weekend didnt go as planned it was good tho partied last night pretty hard lol and tonight should have been better but it wasnt and i have way to mucg homework thats not getten done i got the red hot chilly peppers greatest hits... its actualyl wicked good not that i thought it wouldnt be but yea i am so hungry and i have lost lie k5 pounds this week if i wanted to i could gain 10 more pounds my mom says so shes not happy with the wait lost thing. o met this grl the other day and shes actually one of the few grls i am attracted to so its cool. she took my sn tho and said she would im me so i am waiten for her to but its not looken good k well the band is getten better and we have practice early so i am off to sleep as always. TellMeWhatYouThink
Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
3:53 pm	ok so anyway... i have been up to nuttin lately. new band tho. Against the Current is our name. we kinda suck the big one but we are getting better. school is so bad. its hot. i hate it. its the worst. thisweekend will be great tho. party saturday night but idk bout all of it yet. my grandma is stayen with us all next week ok so yea well i will update again soon as always. 1 thought ¬ TellMeWhatYouThink
Saturday, September 18th, 2004
11:49 am	sorry i havent been updating. i am leaving in a little while for New Hampshire and will be back on sunday nightish. last night i went to zachs party cause i gotg invited sum how randomly. I played a few sets with Lost But Grounded and we kicked ass i might do sum more stuff with them. Hmmm so yea ne ways. Lately really everythign has been fine i mean i have been bored but school is going goodd. Its so hot there tho ok well sorry for the lack of interreting things in here. as always. 1 thought ¬ TellMeWhatYouThink
Sunday, September 12th, 2004
4:50 pm	ok so this weekend has been eventful. I went to my aunts hosue after school friday then i went to Jake Callin's party? it was fun but i didnt no many people saturday nigth i hung out with ppl i havent talked to in a long time, well no seen in a long time but it was good fun. it was at megs hosue so we walked to the school near her hosue and yea it was great no i ahve homework sorry boring entry as always. TellMeWhatYouThink
Monday, September 6th, 2004
8:57 pm	ok so today wasn't so bad. got sum school stuff done with. went to lunch which was so good. I loved it. then tonight i found the girls sn. i dont use aim to much on the norm. but i like want to talk to her so i am waiting for her to come on. tomorrow shoul be interesting. tomorrow is going to be gay tho because i have to go to some stupid doctors appointment. funn as always. TellMeWhatYouThink
1:26 pm	movies the other night. I sat next to nick on the end. then filled in everyone else. i knew maybe a fourth of the people and there were a lot of people there. wickeered park or whatev was wicked good. sorda. confusen. but it was good. my mom drove me nick and kyle there. and she didnt shut up the whole way so when we were getting out i told her we didnt need a ride home. but we did. so after the movie we called kyles mom and she came to get us. it was a better ride home cause his mom justdrove and didnt just a billion questions then again shes nto my mother. today is a day off. and i love it. got to do sum summmer reading tho. then i am going to lunch with my aunt and neighbors cause i have to. but i am hungry so i am gonna go get sum clothes on. as always. 2 thoughts ¬ TellMeWhatYouThink
Saturday, September 4th, 2004
9:58 pm	ok ok so surfing is my favorite thing ever anyways that being said. i met a girl. well no i have kniwn her for awhile. but i really jsut met her last night. see after i got home from the beach last night my mom wanted ice cream so we went. i saw this grl. i knew her from 8th grade but since i turned "unstraight" or the kids used to sya most grls ignored me. well no at first acted liek i was gay and i never said i was. but yea they asked me for advice and stuff. it was so weird. but anyways then i left that school and didnt coninue high school there. and last ngith i saw her. and it made me remeber like 7th grade when i was the man so to speak. and she talked to me. and i went and sat with her. and mym om and aunt stayed at a different table. she left first which i knew would happenbe cause i mean my mom was neevr leaven first. me sitting with a girl she wasnt going to drag that away. when she left. she gave me a hug. a fucken hug that i havent had form a person in maybe 2 years. it was entirely smooth and well afforded gracious. the ride home my mmom went crazy wantign to know what took place. i told her to get over it and that it ment nothing. but what did it mean. i dont talk to thsi grl. and i have no way of getting in touch. idk. but it was a new and different experience. and it left me. completely useless and goen with the whole world. as always. TellMeWhatYouThink
Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
10:49 am	ok so i am in the library right now. so bored. listing to soco whcih i am not suppost to be doing. last night i was online. my mom decided to read all the ims over my solder. and if i didnt like it she told me to get off line. she wants to know if people make fun of me. if i have a lot of friends. and most of all my love life. i mean i tell her i;m not gay. that should be enough. and i'm not. i'm not going to lie i'm for the most part not into grls rgiht now. i love to talk to them and stuf but i dotn want anything romantic right now. no thats a lie. i do . see i really do. but i dont know who with. and if that makes me gay. then i guess its how u interperate it. my mom also doesnt like how i am "emo". she for one doesnt know what that is. and i'm not even. my clothes arent baggy at all. but they arent skin tight. um yea i am like into the punk thing, but i;m not punk or emo. and i tell her this and she says well maybe its because ure basically gay. where does she get that from. i guess being in the middle of punk and emo is gay. glad she told me that one would have never known myself. anyway. i have to go soon. i dont want to go home. i hate this. and i hate my situations. seriosuly. everythign i get involved in gets fucked up. because i dont fit in. well thats fine. who said i wanted to fit in. o wait i did.... as always. TellMeWhatYouThink
Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
11:36 pm	ok so theres this grl who has a journal. and its friends onyl and she added me. and idk her life seems so liek real i guess and idk i mean i can only see in it what i read in the journal but it makes me feel better about the things in my life. and how I am in the normality of teenagers. maybe a lil on the gay side. but fuck off its me. thank u kelly for helping me see that. and for adding me. but i got to keep updaten. ok so so summer is at the end now. i dont know if thats good or bad. my moms is worried bout me. she is trying to help. but needs to back off. in all honesty. I love her. but i can handle my social life right? idk. its hard. i have so many bug bites from mathas vineyard. its crazy. this weekend i am suppost to go to boston. I got the tightest pants ever today. jeff is in a new band now. i want in. i miss the music. i gave up since the last band said i ruined their image. but i am back again. better then ever. i can play a mean stair way to heaven. so excited bout it. ok well big day ahead of me. as always. 1 thought ¬ TellMeWhatYouThink